What Should I Do With My Life?
At almost 28 years old, I feel like I have not done much in my life. To have not succeeded my professional life, nor that sentimental, nor even my adult life … And yet, I have a degree in languages, I have a pretty good general knowledge and I am appreciated by my friends. But my life has no direction and I can not find work. Currently in marketing training to complete my curriculum, I do not really have a future perspective and I have a huge sense of failure.
I would like to give meaning to my life by doing a job that would excite me and for which I would invest, but I do not know what to do. Whenever I try to do something and move forward in life, I can not do it. And the fact is the same in my love life, I have only experienced failures. My love stories are long, but I can not "keep" a person. I am always disappointed by the behavior of my boyfriends. Still, I do not ask Prince Charming! And I am described as someone who has a lot of charm and who likes … So, I do not know what to think.
Now, I want a serene relationship, adult and made little happiness. But the people I meet do not match me. Beyond celibacy, my life lacks meaning. I have not found my way yet … I have no idea what I could do in my life or what job I am doing. I do not really imagine my future because I do not know what it will be done. The only thing I know is that I would like to work in the humanitarian field. But I do not have the abilities or the "diplomas" required … And yet, it's one of the few things that is important to me. What should I do ? I do not know. I just think I have to react quickly because I'm demotivated and I do not see the future in pink. I'm just trying not to lose hope.